Foreclosure of a dream
Those visions never seen
Until all is lost
Personal Holocaust
Foreclosure of a dream
~Dave Mustaine

What now?
Where does one go from here?
Bundling up in this junkyard of desperation
Is yet another mystery
Is it time to go now?
If not now then when...how long does it take for the soul to rot, senses to go haywire...how long will it take for me to go insane to an extent that I could break the mortal coil and spit in their faces. I am sorry...you know it's not me...forgive me pleaseeeeeee.